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[21 Jan 2004|10:06pm]
New layout, featuring my wife.
Take a look.

My head is spinning right now.. due to major lack of sleep! [21 Jan 2004|12:57am]
[ mood | Sad/happy/weird! ]

matty_b0y, I love you so much.

Sunday, we went to Sundance in Park City, just a sort of spur of the moment thing, which was way awesome.
We got there & got all of our stuff up to the condo, which Matt's friend/ex-coworker had for the week, and then decided to go walk around downtown.
We walked around, didn't really see anyone cool.
Then again, that's a typical Sunday in Utah,.. everything was just sorta blah.
We went into a bar, which I was able to just walk into.. no ID, dadadad, sat down, Matt tried to get me to drink a beer (blech!), and no one cared!
We got to the Queer Lounge! We just walked right in, didn't have to show ID, nothing!
Open bar, gays & lesbians, everything! I had the time of my life!
Before I started really drinking, me & Matt just sat around and talked to the DJ, asking him if he was going to play any Tori, and he said he was going to later!
We got to drinking.. me with my screwdriver & Matt with whatever he felt like having at the moment..
Soon, we were drunk off our asses! I had never been that drunk before in my entire life, and I don't think I will ever do it again, unless I'm there next year (haha!). Matt fell in like with a guy, so he was off trying to get him, and I was just sitting there, enjoying myself & stuff & this guy walks up & starts to talk to me.
His name is Chad Newman, he is one of the coolest people I have ever met. Ever.
We were both about the same level of drunkness & I know I was annoying as fuck! The DJ started up Professional Widow mix & I just sat there & said (over & over) OMG OMG I LOVEEEE TORI!!! YEAH!! and Chad goes "Yep, she's amazing alright!". That conversation lasted about half an hour.. and that's mostly all we said. He also gave me this little invite to his movie, Sea to Shining Sea, and told me to bring Matt. Matt soon came over to talk anyway, so, we all just sat and talked.
Oh my God.. these people were sooo fucking nice! The bar tenders were all so fun, and the other people we met from Key West rocked the fuck on!
All I remember, aside from what I've already written, is that I made an ass out of myself, as did Matt, I danced.. which I never do, to Hey Ya (they played it 2 times right at the end) -- Chad described my dancing as 'dancing like a crazy woman' -- me & Matt kissed a few times, haha, uhm.. the way home.. that was a tough walk! I could barely fucking stand, let alone WALK up hill!

Some stuff happened on the way home, which, if Matt writes about, then you will know.. but if not, then I'm not gonna say.. coz it was akward today (semi) when it was brought up by someone (it's later in the story, so just wait!!).

Woke up to the worst hang over ever.
Marty saved me with Tylenol.
Janie & Erica came down and we met them at 4 at The Yarrow Hotel. We went to Chad's movie, which was amazing.
It's called Sea to Shining Sea & it was about Key West & how they had made a pride flag to stretch across the entire island (about a mile and a quarter).
They had little interviews with locals, an interview with the guy who made the original pride flag (I forget his name, it's written somewhere, I'll post it when I'm able to read in the light again tomorrow morning), stuff like that. It was awesome, I loved it so much!
After, they had the little socialness going on.. I ate Konck (or however you spell it), which was really good! We met the maker of the flag, and some others from Key West, they are the coolest, most down to Earth people ever! You wouldn't even believe it.. they were amazing!
After that, we were all going to the lobby & Janie stops and goes "I think that's Paris Hilton & Nick Carter!!" so we all stopped & looked, and sure enough, it was the hoe with a former Backstreet Boy!
Matt went & asked if he could get a picture, but Nick said to hold on, so Matt just walked back out.. blah blah, we stood around, then Matt got brave and just went to the door of the bar & points his camera @ the 2 & says "SAY CELEBRITY!" all cheesy & snaps a picture/pisses them off, he gets the film back tomorrow, so, I'll post the picture! =D
The rest of the night was spent in search of another party, which we never found.
We did meet Cory Basset, from Punk'd, and he invited us to a private party for the next night, which was cool. He's really cool, yeah!
Me & Erica saw a man fall on the way home, it ruled.
Oh yeah! We also took sooo many pins from this one place, I'll take pictures of them & if you guys want any, I'll send them to you for free! There are some pretty cool ones!
We also watched some lame ass movie called Man with a Van, it sucked.
Later, Matt Stam called Janie & made her feel guilty because it's his birthday today.. and he wasn't here, and so blah blah, Matt K. knows how pissed off I was about that, I don't need to really write about it. I'll just say that I wanted to kick his ass for making Janie feel like he did.

Woke up a few times, got up officially at around noon.
Janie & Erica had left around 10 to go get Matt Stam.. so they weren't there when we woke up.
We got going around 1, just walked around downtown for a while, then went back to the condo.
We waited around, sorted my pins/beads/everything.. watched some TV, then headed back downtown to meet up with Janie, Erica & Matt S, so we could go to that little party we'd been invited to last night. We got down there & they said it didn't start til 7, so we just hung out at the Queer Lounge and stuff.
I got some stickers, some postcards (mostly just movie promos), and this one especially made me happy, a little movie promo for something Maggie Gyllenhall (I can't spell!) is in.. but unfortunately, had run a couple nights before I knew about it.. but oh well, there's a fun little story about her coming up anyway.
As we were leaving, we got a little necklace thingy with a 'badge' on it, and we could write our names on it, and it was for the Queer Lounge, so I wrote Karen Walker on it, instead of my name, haha.
We walked into the other part of the lounge and sat down/talked/whatever..
5:30 came around & they started to play the Sea to Shining Sea movie again, so we sat and watched it again, which was even better this time.
Janie/Erica/Matt S left to go to there little party around 6:15, but me & Matt stayed and finished the movie.
After it was over, some people who had helped with the film got up & talked, and this one guy, Chad (different Chad than before) got up and told a story that really almost made me cry..
He was talking about the thing that had happened to Matt on Sunday on the way home, but didn't like, mention names (coz he didn't know who he was). But, I'll let Matt write about it, if you choose to, before I say stuff.. coz I don't wanna be .. mean [?].
It just shows that people can be so freaking amazing even if they don't know you.
After the talking was done, Matt went & talked to Chad & I walked around a little bit, then decided to go sit by them.
Soon, Matt, Janie & Erica came back in & were like 'omg.. we met Andre 3000!' and showed us his autograph.. and I didn't really care that much.. even though I think that Outkast is great.
They left again, so I sat there still.. yay.
We talked to a lot of people from Key West again, the same people from the day before, and then things started to shut down, so we went to go find the others & try to get into that party.
We got there, stood in line, Janie pointed out that Maggie Gyllenhall was there (I didn't see her at all..), and we got up to the front, got our ID's out, found out it was 21 and over.. so we went back to the side walk & they left for home.
I went back down to the little gate to see if I could see Maggie.. and it took me a while, and she stood up & came over by the gate thing and talked to this lady, and I was like "JESSIKUH, JUST FUCKING SAY HI TO HER!", so I did when she got down talking, and she gave me a hug.
If you guys even knew how badly I'd love to marry her, you'd see why that was so great for me! =D I almost peed.
Anyway, after that, I went to find Matt & Marty, which I did.. they were back at the lounge.
Matt was gonna help clean up so I decided to help too, it ended up being really fun actually.
We cleaned & set stuff up for something tomorrow.. Matt sort of lost his phone, clean clean clean, talk talk talk, etc.
Matt talked to/hugged that kid he liked (Bryan), and we were off to get his phone.
We went to the condo to get all of our stuff first, like, clothes, all of the stuff we'd collected, etc.
One of the bar tenders, Wendy, had it Matt's phone with her @ the Yarrow, so we went & got it.
Then, took a bus back to downtown to see if we could find Maggie again & maybe get a picture of her, but when we got there, she wasn't outside anymore, so we just went back to the bus, then to Matt's car, and then we made our way home.

-The ride home-
It was like we were leaving from a different state.. it was so much different than Ogden, and even Salt Lake (for me atleast).
Matt said how he gets depressed after coming home from vacations, and yeah.. I do too (except Cali last year.. I was happy to be home), I had the time of my life, and being with my best friend the whole time added to that (and probably was the only reason I had so much fun). No offense, because I love Janie & Erica like crazy, but if I had just been with them, I don't think I would've had half as much fun as I did. I loved it!
We stopped at Del Taco in SLC, which is the best one I've had, and continued on home.
We stopped @ Wal*Mart in Riverdale so he could drop his film off & we saw Kristi O & Britany Bishop, and took some pics with them & some random people.
We dropped the film off & then left.
I got home around midnight.. and it's so different here.
My dog is pissed at me.. because I was gone.
My mom & grandma both thought that me and Matt were like, going off to get married, so tomorrow will have some entertainment in it when I show them 'the ring' (the cheap one Matt gave me like.. 2 weeks ago), haha, yeah!
I'll post some pics tomorrow after Matt sends them to me.
God, he took a horrible picture of me.. haha.

I loved it so much!
I also learned A LOT of stuff about gay people, and the community, it was great!
I sometimes do with I was a lesbian, just so I could be with these great people the way the .. real lesbians, and gay men, are, y'know?
It was a really great experience, and, I realllly want to go down next year.

Anyway, I have some stuff to do, and sleep to get to, so I'll update again tomorrow!!!




[15 Jan 2004|01:53am]
[ mood | amused ]

Happy Birthday Howie Day!

You think you're so fucking sweet.


[14 Jan 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | <3 ]

lick my lips i’m fading
lick my lips i’m fading
lick my lips i’m fading slowly fading into you
and keep on stop your waiting
keep on stop your waiting
don’t you keep on waiting cause i’m walking away from you

well, we could all change
but i know that you will never change
you shut up the night and when the light hits
you talk to me
i was never so amazed
it was such a mutual craze
between you and me and me and you

lick my lips i’m fading
lick my lips i’m fading
lick my lips i’m fading slowly fading into you
and keep on stop your waiting keep on stop your waiting
don’t you keep on waiting cause i’m walking away from you

you could never walk away from me
dance around but never be
you know you are the one who knows that
laugh out loud so here it goes
i was never so amazed
it was such a mutual craze between you and me and me and you

lick my lips i’m fading
lick my lips i’m fading
lick my lips i’m fading slowly fading into you
and keep on stop your waiting
keep on stop your waiting
don’t you keep on waiting cause i’m walking away from you

Lick My Lips || Howie Day
(AKA: My new favorite Howie song.)

All of you that download music, legally or illegally, get this song ASAP. Only those of you who have good taste in music will enjoy it, so, none of you Britney wannabe's out there.. ;)

I ♥ Howie Day.


[12 Jan 2004|09:02pm]
[ mood | amused ]


Join today!


[12 Jan 2004|02:04pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Add friend_whoring to your friends list! =D


[06 Jan 2004|01:55pm]
[ mood | bored ]

When I get home tonight, I'm gonna make some icons.
If you want me to make one with a picture of you in it/your s/n.. send me a picture of yourself, with your username @ anxiouslove@hotmail.com

<3 Thanks!


[05 Jan 2004|12:44am]
[ mood | bored ]

Good lord.. I am so bored..
If you read this any time soon, comment with a song lyric (ANY lyric/band/whatever!!) or a phrase.. coz I want to make some graphics, but have no.. inspiration.
Please help me! =D

Gerbert will love you forever (or until you piss me off a lot) if you help!


[04 Jan 2004|09:42pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Poll #228505 Yeah! Toast!

Should I just do it (not *it*, just, something I want to do..)?


What do you think I want to do?


[03 Jan 2004|10:35pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Oh yeah, I forgot something.

My new years resolutions are:
To kiss a gay boy.
To do what I want, if I physically can, and not be afraid to do it.



[31 Dec 2003|09:28pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Take & credit if you want.
Howie Day is hot.

I'm going to Matt & Janies, Happy New Years =)


[31 Dec 2003|11:06am]
[ mood | bored ]

Since I'm hella bored, I'm gonna make y'all a list of my fun, and crappy, times of 2003.
Let us fly to bounty land.Collapse )

Overall, Pretty fucking great year.


[29 Dec 2003|01:45pm]
For the OC club
Florence died today, however many years ago..
Just thought I'd let you know.

We've been friends for a year now, haha =)
It's kinda weird how close you can get to one person in this ammount of time.
Thank you, I love you!!

[28 Dec 2003|06:09pm]
If you hit me in the boobs, I wouldn't feel much of it.

That is all.

[28 Dec 2003|11:57am]
[ mood | happy ]

Woo hoo!
Liquid_running_Collapse )


[25 Dec 2003|10:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I did this on my past journal, but like.. 4 people answered.
I have better friends on this journal anyway ;)


So, I'm gonna do that "Post something anonymously" thing.
So do it.
IP logging = turned off.
Anonymous posting = allowed.


MAKE IT INTERESTING, even if you have to make it up.
I'm bored ;)

IM me if you want.

AIM: myfathersays
MSN: racethedownhill@hotmail.com


[25 Dec 2003|05:38pm]
[ mood | happy ]


Last night was fun to the max!
Matt K. picked me up around 8:15 & we went to Janie's.
We all opened our presents & stuff..
Erica gave me a jar of colored popsicle sticks, which rule.
Janie gave me nail polish, which I needed!
Matt Stam gave me happy bunny toilet paper, which I won't use, but I love it.
And, the best present ever was from Matt K.
SPICE WORLD ON DVD!!!!!!1111oneoneeleven

We watched Drop Dead Gorgeous & then some home movies.
There was one of me & Janie and we both pushed up our glasses.. and it made everyone laugh. Haha it was pretty neat.
There was also some shots of my arm after I fell off Erica's car (kick ass!!), which ruled.
Then, there was about 38295 hours of Cooper stuff, haha.

Their family (Janie, Matt, Tanner, their mom & her boyfriend) opened their presents.
Janie got one from an anonymous stalker.. yay!
Then we sat around and talked about fun stuff.. for a long time.
They popped in Trivial Pursuit (with a DVD), which ended up lasting for like.. 3 hours?!
Tanner won. His question was "What kind of fish was Nemo?" -- there was also a question "Who was the lead singer in the 80's band Y Kant Tori Read?" HAHA!! It ruled.

Me, Matt & Erica left at about 5 & I got home & wasn't tired at all.. so I just stayed up till about 7, then fell asleep till 10, then got up & opened presents.

I got:
Will & Grace DVD set
Lipgloss [!!!]
SERENDIPITY ON DVD [<3 that movie!!]
The PINK kind of Mary-Kate & Ashley perfume *dies*
Cherry cordials.
Tales of a Librarian!
Some lotion that smells sooo good, and a soap that smelled the same
Winterfresh gum!

--Then, I got online, and Kyle was online!!
I talked to him for a while, stupid kid, he needs to get back here!
The OC isn't the same without him!!!--

My family came over around 1 & we ate some food then played a white elephant sort of game.
I got some of those grow-in-water-dino-sponge things (0wned) & a popcorn tin!

We all sat around some more.. and then everyone left around 4.
I popped in Will & Grace & watched the first disc.. and now I'm here.

Me & Conor are gonna start working on the UPRS website!


This Christmas was by far the best one ever.
Mostly because I was with you guys this morning.
You guys rule.


[24 Dec 2003|03:01am]
[ mood | amused ]

Just something that kick ass.

0wnedCollapse )



[22 Dec 2003|05:11pm]
ashre_ = my icon journal.

[20 Dec 2003|03:47pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Happy birthday oishi =D


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